Effort.

I don’t want this anymore.

It hurts.

I tried so hard to make it work. I tried so hard to be mentally healthy again so I could try my hardest to make it work.

All this effort is not seen because it’s what expected of me but they have no idea what I had to push myself through. I had to push myself through everything, sometimes unwillingly.

If you’re going to continue to treat me like this, then I don’t want this anymore.